So yeah, I guess there is new stuff to be told. I am writing a story called Shades Of Blood that is about vampires, their culture, and it has a plot of its own besides describing my beliefs of vampiric culture. My band has two members right now, me and Mekara, cause I kicked the guitarist and the screamer cause I am tired of their drama. I am finally off my meds and am out of my state of mind that it was giving me. I was supposed to get a bass finally, but of course, its sunday, and god knows, football comes first. I have lost a lot of interest in my old ways, cause really, they suck. I don't play video games as much cause they rarely give me a good challenge and I don't have fun anymore unless its new, but new games are expensive. I have been writing a lot of music and kinda getting annoyed that I can't get a bass now that I have the money cause my dad is "sick" (bears game, so hes not sick, just fucking lazy). I gave up on being the nice guy relationship-wise cause all it does is hurt me and I am done with it (people need to shut up and prioritize their life, I am tired of "I will never leave you" Then leave me for some other person). I take walks at night now to get rid of my anger, cause I have been getting angry instead of depressed, which is a lot easier to get rid of. I have quit trying where I get no where in, and have started trying where I know I can get somewhere. I have started working out a bit, and its not doing much being I can't gain weight, but its worth trying at least. I have a new fav band called Dream Theater (Sixx: A.M. is still my fav, but I have to say dream theater is up their too cause of the bassist). But yeah, thats all I can think of right now. I am angery as hell, and tired of being put off for football, so I will let you know more if I remember more.